Galau ..

Akwu galau di tinggal kmwu :(

Begini karna akwu bner'' mncntai mwu 

Knpha kmwu hrus mnta back klo ujung'' kek gni ..

Akwu rasa kmwu dh lupa sma janji'' kmwu k akwu ..

Janji klo kmwu qa akan ninggalin akwu lg ..

Tp skrng kok kek gni smua ..

Bawaan ny down ..

Kmwu jg tau klo akwu mao sma kmwu 

Bagi org lain kmwu qa ad ap'' ny, tp bgi akwu, kmwu thu sesuatu 

Ketika smua org qa prcya sm kmwu, ttap ad akwu yg prcya sm kmwu ..

Kangen bnget sm kmwu dear :(
Mungkin akwu dah qa penting lg buat kmwu ..

Akwu hanya msa lalu buat kmwu ..

Qa ada ap'' lg ..

Dah ada pengganti yg lbih dr akwu ..

Just wish you all the best babe .. 

Baru pertama kali ini akwu menginginkan sseorng smpai kek gni

Bhkan temen''  pd blg qw qila

Mnrut qw it is worthy

Krna qw bner'' syang sm kmu

Itu qa akan brubah sblum qw mndpatkan cwok yg bner'' lbih dr kmu

Statement ttap '' AKU MAU KAMU ''

Kmu ingat qa pas km blg km mao jd son-in-law ortu ku

Ak seneng bnget dger ny

Dan mtusin mau sm kmu slamnya ..

Td kmu ngechat akwu

Akwu kira ad ap, trnyata cuma '' . ''

Huft :(

Slah satu tmen qw blg km msh mau sm ak
Cm krna km ngelike sttus fb ak

Tp ak rasa qa mngkin

Aku kurang baik buat kmwu

Qa pantas mndpatkan kmwu

Aku kdang cm bs nyusahin km, buat kmwu qa happy

Bahkan qbsa temnin kmu 

To the point, I want u back, that's all

Messed up me

I've been messed up for a few days
It is because I lost someone who I love
When I say ' I love you ', I'm really fvcking meant it
It isn't a joke or a sweet word, but FACT

I really want him back to my life
To keep on our love story
I can't let this story end up so fast
I've decided to spend the rest of my life with him
I put my heart on him 

But he just throw it away now
He gone with the stupid decision :(
Which hurt me most
He don't even hear my words again
Those pains are getting deeper 

I even  can't sleep for couple of days
Just think about him and what's going on next

Damn worried bout him

I worked without clear mind 

My thoughts and heart is on him

And I also can't eat for few days

Have no appetite to eat

The worst one is I cried in the middle of the night

I cried all my pains out so I can fell better

But I still looked awful 

Like a lowbat person

Really killing me :(

I can't stay like this without him

Did he care bout my situation now ?

He has another way by working somewhere
Or make up with his mom

He absolutely has another way
But why should he choose that stupid way :(
I don't understand
He is risking his life
He don't look like the old one

I miss the old one of himself 

I will always love my beloved boy ♥
范伟伦
26-06-12

Emotion of my self

HUAAAA !!!
That is how I feel everytimes when something goes wrong
I grow older and older 
But still can control this damn emotion !
It likes to control my own self too
Like it is the master mind of all things
I have already try to control it, but I need much time !

Like what happen today 

In maths lesson, we study new chapter

I seemed don't understand 

I can't do some of the exercise 

So this stupid emotion, exploded !!

The teacher scold me then !

Damn shit ! 

I know, it is my fault

I shouldn't be mad

But what can I do ?

Emotion just burst out 

Try to cheer my self up 

And be more patient

For who have read this, don't be like myself oo..

Should accept everything with a calm head 

Control emotion :)

Still Holding A Hope

Actually, I'm still holding a hope on you ~

A hope to be your girl again 

Although, we never date

The time when we were together, always the sweetiest moment for me

But now, that memories are gone

Never come back again 

I still holding a hope on you

A empty hope I guess :(

Can't forget you, event though now you already have a girlfriend 

Might feels some jealousy

But, what can I do huh ?

Nothing at all

Just missing you in my mind and blessed you with her 

Terrible me for still loving you

I feel so so stupid 

Wish one day, you are out from my mind and my heart

Impposible for me to keep my heart locked 

Must be open for others that are better than you :)

Who will it be  ?
Only God know ...

Valentine ♥

Valentine qw sendirian :(
Dh lama qak dpat bunga jg
2thun lalu bru dpat 1
Bnyak yg ngejar but qak dpt , wkaka
Moga'' ada yg ksh ;;)

Valentine plgan sm bandal en guling 

Nothing special deh 

Single pulak pas mao valentine

Memangg single enakk tp kspian jg mha

Mao cr pcr setia en baek ssah amatt 

Jarang'' ada cowokk yg baekk

Ad ny baek di depan tp rusak di blkang ny 

 

Moga'' ada yg ksh bunga or chocolate k qw ♥

Kan qak hrus pcr yg ksh :P

Chocolate Cadburry and rose 

Chinese New Year 2012

This Chinese new year is totally different :( 

I prefer last year's Chinese new year 

Just having some fun for 2days 

This year really boring and got nothing special 

I wish it could be more fun

Today I'm just staying at home 

Damn bored @@

Yesterday I've planned to go to one of my friend's house but today some of my friends can't go 

Really disappointed but what can I do ?

While spending my leisure time

I should do my school's work 

Got much project and assignment 

Geography, economic, bahasa Indonesia, civic education and presentation

They give me much pressure @@

Teachers just can't let the student enjoy the holiday -,-

What a thing to do #hais 

Single

♥ I'M SINGLE !!

That is the fact now 

Why so hard to find someone who really love us ?

Like searching a needle in a haystack 

 Single have some advantages :
- Freedom
- No worries 

- No  jealousy 

- No heartache 

But besides of these, disadvantages of single are lonely and alone

Sometimes we just need someone who can really understand us well

A person who can makes our life meaningful 

Accompany we till the end of this life