Emotion of my self

HUAAAA !!!
That is how I feel everytimes when something goes wrong
I grow older and older 
But still can control this damn emotion !
It likes to control my own self too
Like it is the master mind of all things
I have already try to control it, but I need much time !

Like what happen today 

In maths lesson, we study new chapter

I seemed don't understand 

I can't do some of the exercise 

So this stupid emotion, exploded !!

The teacher scold me then !

Damn shit ! 

I know, it is my fault

I shouldn't be mad

But what can I do ?

Emotion just burst out 

Try to cheer my self up 

And be more patient

For who have read this, don't be like myself oo..

Should accept everything with a calm head 

Control emotion :)

Still Holding A Hope

Actually, I'm still holding a hope on you ~

A hope to be your girl again 

Although, we never date

The time when we were together, always the sweetiest moment for me

But now, that memories are gone

Never come back again 

I still holding a hope on you

A empty hope I guess :(

Can't forget you, event though now you already have a girlfriend 

Might feels some jealousy

But, what can I do huh ?

Nothing at all

Just missing you in my mind and blessed you with her 

Terrible me for still loving you

I feel so so stupid 

Wish one day, you are out from my mind and my heart

Impposible for me to keep my heart locked 

Must be open for others that are better than you :)

Who will it be  ?
Only God know ...